unmotivated blahs

I am feeling a bit wierd - like I can't pinpoint my feelings right now. Am I anxious, am I bored, am I just feeling blah and unmotivated, is it because my computer is being slow - or am I just feeling creatively stuck and unable to conceptualize and create the photos I need for my homemade presents.

I should be able to do this. I mean, I have all the software and items I need on my computer now - just no printer, so perhaps I don't want to get started because I can't see my projects to completion anyway right now.

I know there are things that I need to do and could be doing, but here I sit, wishing my computer would move faster at reordering and opening my files. Why, I don't know. It isn't getting anything done - it is just filling my time so that I am at least appearing busy.

Ok, so I will make a list. First, a list of things that still need to be done so I can complete my projects:

Buy Wendy and Tim's gifts
How many links on mom's bracelet?
find other photo bracelets
get family pictures off dad's computer
install photo bracelet software
create those bracelet photos and print
Niel and Jen's printing sheets and complete their cover/letter
Gail's photos on fabric and make quilt
find picture books to make Maren's blocks out of and ours
family photos for blocks
Maren's blocks 4x6
Mom's blocks 4x6
Anne's blocks 4x6
Our blocks 4x6
our 9x9 blocks
hand tags
4x6 frames as block stands?

find out how many batteries we need

wrap presents
stocking treats

family letters

Hand tags


Ok, wow, I have a list and an objective, and I feel like I can get going on this.